Saturday, March 28, 2009

Yano, sometimes I just don't get it. You'd rather watch some celebrities on TV than talk to me..

I mean, not to sound rude, but that just puts me down considering I would do anything for you.

Maybe you just don't feel the same towards me. You seem to act different when you are somewhere else other than your house or with me. I just don't know what it is...

Be honest..

Would you do anything for me? Would you drop what you were doing to help me out or at least talk to me? I would for you. Idk, this is just putting me in a bad mood.

I don't know..bye.

Friday, March 27, 2009

So it all started from a strum of my acoustic guitar. The soft sound of the strings brightened her face more than the sun could any day. Her smile was wider than the oceans surface, and her eyes were glistening in the soft fluorescent light; her beautiful brown eyes. The strumming became a beat; a beat of happiness and glee.
As soon as my lips opened widely, her smile grew bigger. A soft voice trembled out of my lips,

"You got the concept, it came to the conclusion, that the top floor was just an illusion, to the fact that I got this break in my back, and how I can't get it out; I can't figure out how.."
Noticing the song, it looked like she wanted to tag along, yet that look of happiness also had a strong look of concentration; she was looking straight at me the entire time. I know because everytime I would glance up after looking at the strings, making sure they were the right cords, she would still be looking at me.
My mouth didn't just hurt from singing, or making out, it hurt from smiling. Smiling because she was smiling. Smiling from nervousness. She had been the first person I had played guitar in front of. It amazed me. The feeling of it was just so great. My gut was filled with joy, and a swarm of butterflies. My leg was twitching from the nervousness, and moving to the beat. Everything was just working out how I planned; perfect.

I love you<3

Yes, way.

No picture today! But this is just a blog to tell everyone that starting tomorrow, I'm going to be posting journal updates, meaning, I'm going to start a journal a here. I want everyone to know what's going on in my life. I thought it would be a whole lot easier to do it on here. Buuut, I'm off to school! It's raining today, I like it. Yet, I hate getting drenched, ha. Oh well (:

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Lust.

She grabbed my hand and gave a devilsh, yet adorable smirk. I couldn't help but think about sex, or so to say lust with her. My bedroom is to where she led me swiftly, yet fashionably. As the door closed softly, and the door's lock ticked, she took off my shirt, placed me on the bed, and started kissing my chest. She moved down slowly, moving her hips in the most loveliest way I've ever seen. My pants had gotten undone, yet not by her cute little hands, but by her teeth; the teeth that could leave the most marvelous love bite on my lower body. As my pants were getting undone by her teeth, I nervously took off her shirt, and undid her bra. While she was kissing my chest, she moved up slowly to my neck, and then to my lips. Our toungues slipped into each others mouths after several slow kisses. By now, all I could think about was sex. Trust me, it was a lot more than what I was thinking of at first.
After several minutes of lushious kisses, I slowly reached my hand down cautiously towards her jeans and unbuttoned then with some struggle. I turned her over quickly, yet smoothly, to where I was now on top. After doing so, we ended up both reaching down to one anothers underwear. I knew that the next step after that was what I had been thinking about the whole night; sex. Yet, the both of us were virgins; we have never had this experience before.
I could tell by the look in her eyes that she had some state of fright going on in her head. I had the same feeling. Suddenly, she pulled down my boxers. By this point, I knew what was going to happen so I reached my hand down her underwear, and with my other hand I contacted her hand and held it tightly. I slowly put one finger in, then after she felt a little more comfortable, I put two, and after she felt even more comfortable, I pulled off her underwear. I gave her a kiss, looked her in the eyes and said, "It will hurt at first, just hold my hand, everything will be ok..."

- Just to inform everyone, this didn't really happen. Haha. And the picture is of me btw. And to tell you all the truth, it was taken on accident. I accidently pressed the timer button when I was taking the picture and a noise occured outside. I guess I have an epic case of A.D.D? Lol.